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Part 2 Prisoner To My Thoughts

October 13, 2017



October is national depression awareness month. We are in the second installment of my depression story that will be broken into four parts. If you missed the first installment click HERE to read.




In my preteen years I was pretty popular. I had my clique of girls that I held clout in. I was cool enough with the boys that we could play together without my girl cooties plaguing their patriarchal indoctrination. My artistic skills lifted my ego, super boosted. From the outside I appeared to be the typical happy all-around American kid. But that's why we say looks can be deceiving because I wasn't truly happy.

I had unwillingly converted into a religion by way of my mother against my will. I regretted the Saturday my mother answered the door to Haitian Jehovah Witnesses that infiltrated our lives with Tour De Garde and Reunions. I had a father who hated the world in a stoic pessimistic view of things that inadvertently meant me too. And in between spelling word tests and recalling funny moments from comedic television series I still was avoiding the elephant in my thoughts, "my rape."


Have you ever had to compartmentalize your thoughts? I mean push back your intrusive flashbacks quickly in hopes you can remember something more appeasing...Something more soothing...Something that will keep you running from your Truth because the lie is more comforting. The secret you inherited through force locks you in as prisoner of a life long sentence. So the best you can do is make light of it by avoiding the existence of it. Rape.


But at 10 years young it happened again, rape, but by the hands of another person. It's like the demonic spirit of rape possesses people to possess the bodies of victims of course without permission and leaves victims feeling disgusted. My aunt's friend's cousin's son. Do you follow me? As with my babysitter's ex I was stuck in space, lost in space, scared in space. Prisoner to my thoughts. 



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If You Missed Last Week's Blog: Part 1 Depression Had A Hold On Me


Follow: vieis_me Instagram page for snippets from Tuesday's livestreams at 8pm eastern on Facebook Page Author Vie Ciné where we discuss whatever you want to. No subject is off topic from sexual trauma, mental health, celebrities, politics etc. 


Miss the last livestream? Click HERE to watch the replay.


Follow: MEMOIRSOFAFORGOTTENCHILD Instagram page for exclusive reads from and updates for MEMOIRS OF A FORGOTTEN CHILD ebook. The most recent book trailer part 39 I discuss how the Jehovah Witness religion caused me much depression and anxiety where I would pray to be late enough that we'd miss Reunion at the Kingdom Hall. Click HERE to watch.


I'll leave you with a personal quote of mine, "It's imperative that these acts of wrongdoings do not continue unchecked for it is our children who pay the highest cost." - Vie Ciné


As Iyanla Vanzant says, "I am not my sister's keep, I am my sister."



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