Complacency makes it easy to project the potential rejection that enslaves you in fear. I've been there, and I have the receipt to prove that I've done that. My perception is there's nothing to it but to do it and I gotta do it. My goal is to build an empire, how can I if my time is held in the hands of someone else's vision? A job is to keep you afloat, but never to get you rich and never to pass on to the next gen. I'm thinking in generational quantities, and I gots a checklist to do before I hit the sheets. First comes love, then comes marriage, then comes a baby in the baby carriage. How is it we live by these rules as children but by adolescents we do it backward? And by the time we're adults we totally fuck up these simple instructions? I'm Young Black and Female the obstacles in the way to trip me at every turn is salivating for my fall but I won't give them the satisfaction of making me another misguided soul. Lost with no help. Trapped in denigrate cycle of White Supremacy. That'll NEVER be me!